I fought my demons for far too long;
I was tired and decided to give in then,
And while I didn’t know what to do
We agreed that we could be friends.
I am not scared of them anymore
We walk together hand in hand
I let them do what they want
I might let them do…
They say leave a legacy.
Something people can remember you by,
Do it before you say goodbye.
Maybe it’s a thing
They think leaving something behind is cool
To me, it feels like a thought of a fool
Yes, legacy might live a few years
Maybe 100, 1000 or a…
If you see me today
I am afraid you won’t recognise me
Damn, I can’t recognise myself
The mirror feels like a betrayal
Or is it my mind?
I can’t find the light in my eyes
I don’t know the lips I see
Where is the sunshine making me glow
Where are the moonbeams that made me me?
The…
You left me on seen
I could see that dot green
You were online
You ignored me that’s fine
Darling, I’ll keep this in mind
And when you text next week
I’ll play it in rewind
I too will take my sweet time
At least that’s what I think…
Damn…
And one day it happened;
Out of nowhere, you stopped loving me.
It wasn’t gradual, or was it?
Now that I think of it;
I know not.
They say you’ll remember
But what they don’t say is;
You don’t remember it the way it was.
You just remember the version…